Spiritual, Conventional, and Toxic |
Editorial Note (1):
This is a revision of an article, the first issue of which was written in 1996.
Although the article was (partially) updated in uploading it here,
readers should be aware that it
might not fully represent my current views. I
am making it available on the web, as parts of it may be helpful or relevant to
others who are considering a
Introduction.
The purpose of this article is to examine the different kinds of
fruitarianism that one might encounter among those attempting to follow
a fruitarian diet. We begin by reviewing and contrasting the two extreme
forms of the diet. First, we consider a version that is generally positive
and (in theory, at least) based on love--
In the following, we will use the abbreviations:
SF = Spiritual Fruitarian(ism), and
TF = fruitarianism as an eating disorder or hostile fanaticism, i.e., Toxic Fruitarian(ism).
This paper is based on my personal experience, and that of others, as a former long-time fruitarian. I was a fruitarian for 8+ years during the 1970's. For approximately 2 years of that time, I was on a nearly ~100% fruit diet. (For details, see my dietary bio on the Beyond Veg website.)
This article should be regarded as an editorial, i.e., as opinion. However it is an opinion based on long experience and observation.
Eating Disorders and Fruitarianism
Anorexia nervosa: an eating disorder--a serious mental illness,
characterized by self-
In some cases, fruitarianism can be considered to be an eating disorder,
depending on the specific factors that motivate the fruitarian. If
a fruitarian eats an inadequate diet and loses weight down to levels
associated with anorexia nervosa (i.e., self-
It should be noted here that some people practice a fruitarian diet, i.e., a diet that is 75+% fruit (by weight) where the term fruit follows the common definition, but call themselves natural hygienists. The remarks here apply to those whose diet is 75+% fruit, regardless of the label they use for themselves. We will see below that the motivations of the fruitarian and the attitude with which it is practiced are of great importance, but the labels one identifies with are not important.
Spiritual Fruitarianism (SF)
This occurs when a person follows a fruitarian diet as part of their spiritual growth process, i.e., an experiment. Some of the characteristics of SF are as follows.
Fruitarianism is said to be a physically "purifying" diet, and may (controversial point) indirectly assist an individual's spiritual advancement, in the short run.
SF (in theory) has spirituality as the primary motivation. This must include love for yourself as well as others.
SF is a tool, not an end; hence it is subordinate to one's spiritual practice and physical health needs.
As the diet is subordinate, an SF will change their diet if health problems
occur, e.g., body weight too low, severe fatigue, sugar addiction,
diabetes-
Through the practice of mindful eating, the act of eating can become a form of meditation. (This applies to any diet when mindful eating is practiced.)
Because the SF has love of self, backsliding (not following the diet strictly) will not cause guilt or stress. Also, the SF will not lie about their degree of compliance with the diet, a common occurrence in eating disorders and raw food diets.
With love as motivation for one's diet, the social isolation associated with an extreme diet like fruitarianism is less of a problem.
The spiritual practices of the SF can impart a peaceful, loving yet
grounded mental attitude--
The SF is free of the "mentally toxic" fear of cooked food, mucus, protein, or aging, that characterize toxic fruitarianism (TF).
In formulating spiritual fruitarianism, ethical considerations can potentially serves as a substitute for a spiritual tradition. However, any ethical basis must explicitly include genuine love for self and others. If love is missing, problems will occur. Ethical veganism, because it is an inconsistent and incomplete philosophy, is not (by itself) an adequate basis for fruitarianism. However, ethical veganism can certainly be part of a larger ethical basis for fruitarianism.
Spiritual fruitarianism can degenerate into toxic fruitarianism under some circumstances:
If one ignores serious health problems that occur on the diet, e.g., body weight too low. This reflects a lack of love for self.
The SF falls into the ego trap that following a 100% raw fruitarian diet makes one superior to the "cooked" (those who eat cooked foods) or those who eat animal products. When this happens, fruitarianism literally becomes an excuse to hate others. This is referred to as dietary racism, and the terms extremism, zealotry, and fanaticism are relevant here as well. (For more information on this topic, see the article Raw Vegan Extremist Behavior Patterns on the Beyond Veg website.)
The SF gets infected with, and dominated by, the intense fear and hatred of cooked food, mucus, or protein, that characterize TF.
Limitations of Spiritual Fruitarianism
SF, in my experience and observation, is a transitional stage and
not an end result. The few credible examples of SF that I have known,
eventually dropped the diet because of problems and/or migrated to a
less-
As well, no established spiritual tradition recognizes fruitarianism as the ultimate diet. Hence, the idea that fruit is the ultimate diet is new and untested in spiritual circles. That suggests that one should sincerely feel a spiritual calling, before one adopts a fruitarian diet for spiritual reasons.
Toxic Fruitarianism (TF)
Toxic fruitarianism occurs when a fruitarian diet degenerates into an eating disorder or hostile fanaticism. Some of the characteristics of TF are as follows.
The major motivations for TF are fear and hatred of: cooked food, mucus, or protein. Fear of aging, if it becomes obsessive, can be considered mentally toxic as well (e.g., someone who gets into fruitarianism via the calorie restriction movement).
Fear and hate are toxic emotions, causing emotional distress or "mental toxemia" (in figurative terms). Fear and hatred are not a proper basis for a diet. They are, however, the basis for an eating disorder, i.e., a mental illness.
Fanatical fear and hate often override the reasoning of the TF, and can cloud the mind. This can be observed in the contradictory, irrational "reasoning" presented by individuals caught in the grip of TF.
Fear and hate encourage the TF to accept anorexic weight levels. Just as the conventional anoretic is pleased to lose weight because it represents lost fat, the TF accepts severe weight loss as it represents cleansing of mucus, excess protein, or your "cooked fude body." (Needless to say, the idea that you have both a "raw food body" and a "cooked fude body," an idea promoted by some raw food diet advocates, is utter nonsense.)
Figuratively speaking, if fear and hate motivate your diet, then the act of eating becomes an expression of that obsessive fear and hate. Since eating is a regular activity, at the very core of one's life, then to turn it into an expression of negative attitudes and beliefs, is to effectively place hatred and fear at the very core of your life. Needless to say, that does not encourage emotional or mental balance, and the hostile behavior of many TFs serves as evidence of the unfavorable effects of such negative motivations.
Symptoms of eating disorders (anorexia nervosa and/or bulimia) that may be found in toxic fruitarianism:
extremely low body weight,
binge eating,
backsliding or cheating on the diet,
eating in secret,
lying about eating/compliance with the diet,
guilt complexes,
low self-esteem (self-hatred), especially if one backslides,
social isolation,
life-controlling obsession with food due to constant hunger,
severe tooth erosion,
airy, apathetic mental feelings,
some folks eventually give up the diet due to burnout from constant hunger and obsession,
and so on.
Spiritual Fruitarianism vs. Toxic Fruitarianism:
Different Reactions to Protein Foods
The difference between SF and TF can be illustrated by considering a hypothetical situation. Consider an SF and TF, both of whom are on 100% raw fruitarian diets for several months. Both then try to eat protein foods, specifically seeds, and experience digestive difficulty.
The SF will likely react in one of two ways:
Indifference: "That upset my stomach; I think I will stop eating that food." That is the end of the story in this case.
Self-analysis: "I had no problems eating this food just some months ago. Other people have no trouble digesting this food. That suggests my digestion may be weakened or impaired. I better look into this, and try to find ways to correct my digestion as soon as possible." Here the SF applies simple common sense.
In contrast to the above, the TF may react with ego and irrational delusions:
"I'm so pure [egoism] , these digestive problems must be the fault of the protein!" [Incorrect logic: assuming the desired result.]
"Therefore, protein is toxic!" [Incorrect logic: conclusion does not follow from the premises.]
"Because of this, I despise protein foods!" [Final result: hatred.]
So the chain above is that ego and fallacious logic produce hatred, a negative and mentally unhealthy result.
Anti-Protein Pseudoscience:
Examples of Toxic Fruitarians
By promoting intense fear and hatred of protein, the TF plants the seed of hate in the mind (in figurative terms). If the TF then dwells on this hate, say by creating and promoting elaborate pseudoscience theories or arguments that allegedly "prove" that protein is toxic, that is tantamount, in figurative terms, to watering and fertilizing the seed of hate in the mind.
Continuing with the plant analogy: given such extensive care, the seed of
hate will grow into a large tree. The TF may even self-
A TF who cultivates the tree of hatred is miserable, and their hate is painfully and clearly apparent in their responses to those who dare challenge their delusions and irrational pseudoscience. In my personal experience, such people seem to be immune to common sense and logic, as they are blinded by ego and intense hate. In my opinion, their obsessive hate can be considered a serious mental illness, a variation of anorexia nervosa (which is characterized by obsessive fear).
To promote the hatred of protein based on the delusion that it is toxic
is ironic, for the truth is that protein is non-toxic, while hatred
is highly toxic, at least in an emotional sense. In other words, it is the
hatred in the anti-
The above example uses hatred of protein for comparison; similar examples
could be described using fear of cooked food or mucus/
Hatred and Fear:
Common Marketing Tools in Raw Food Diets
Some raw food diet/fruitarian promoters try to rationalize away the hate and fear at the heart of their marketing approach, saying it is "fake" or a "smart marketing tool." Unfortunately, fear and hate are toxic emotions, regardless of a promoter's lame excuses. Any hate/fear that hurts other people is real to the victims!
One wonders here: how can fear/hate become obsessive, and lead to TF?
A short answer: as long as (100%) raw food diets are promoted as the way
to achieve "purity" (i.e., implied superiority and dietary racism) and
righteousness (the self-
Additionally, some extremists promote false slogans that reinforce fear of cooked foods, and the "naturalness" of raw diets. Examples of these dishonest slogans include "raw is law!" and "cooked food is poison!". If you repeat a lie (false slogan) enough, you will eventually believe it, and the fear it promotes may become an integral part of your psyche. Once that happens, obsession will be the ultimate result.
It should be noted here that convincing a TF to give up their fear/hate
may be as hard as convincing an anoretic to give up the fear of fat,
i.e., very difficult indeed. The TF self-
Conventional Fruitarianism (CF)
There is another type of fruitarian--CF or conventional fruitarian. The CF category consists of those fruitarians who do not fall into the SF or TF categories; i.e., the majority of fruitarians. Fruitarianism can be seen as a continuum, with SF and TF as the two poles, and CF in the middle. While one can define sharp dividing lines between SF and TF in theory, in practice the dividing lines are not so sharp or clear.
This article compares SF and TF to inform readers of the extent of the
continuum: SF may be the "best" type of fruitarianism, with the fewest
physical and mental problems, while the TF has the most problems,
particularly mental problems. The CFs are between the two poles--
Cautions for Aspiring Fruitarians
The greatest risks in fruitarianism occur when one attempts a 100% fruit
diet. Diets that include enough other foods--
I would also encourage all fruitarians to investigate their behavior for symptoms of eating disorders, and to confront those "demons." It is reasonable to call eating disorder behaviors demons as they are recognized as a form of mental illness; however, it is not reasonable to call cooked food, mucus, or protein, a demon.
Finally, the most important point in this article is that you should never be a toxic fruitarian. You can be an SF, or you can practice CF, but avoid the poison of TF like the mental illness and/or fanaticism it becomes. It is better to have an "inferior" diet but live a life of love, than to have a "pure" (in the deluded ego of the TF) diet, and be filled with hatred and fear like those who practice TF.
This writer has personally experienced: SF, CF, and TF. This writer knows other fruitarians who were/are SFs, CFs, TFs. I am fortunate in that I have fully recovered from the mental problems that characterize TF. I encourage any current TFs who might read this, to challenge the hate and fear that dominate their lives, and to work to regain their mental health. A life based on love is much better than a life controlled by hate and fear.
Epilogue
I wish to remind readers that the material in this article is my opinion,
albeit an opinion based on years of experience in the subject. I am not
aware of any peer-
Doubtless readers will be able to find advocates of raw food diets (raw vegan and fruitarianism) whose views are significantly different from mine. I encourage you, when you read the writings of those who promote raw foods and fruitarianism, to examine the underlying tone. The tone can tell you a lot about the person behind the writing. Is the tone reasonable, or is it narrow, hostile, strident, arrogant? Does a hostile tone raise questions regarding the mental balance of the individual writing? These are interesting questions to consider!
Summary of Terminology
Spiritual fruitarianism (SF): a fruitarian diet that is an experiment in, and a part of, a person's spirituality. Motivated by love, the SF will switch to a different diet if it does not work.
Toxic fruitarianism (TF): a fruitarian diet that is motivated by fear of cooked food, mucus, protein (or other obsessive fear, such as aging), and becomes an eating disorder, and/or the fruitarian becomes a hostile fanatic. Here the fruitarian is dominated by their dietary philosophy, and will stay with it regardless of mental/physical health problems. The TFs who aggressively advertise their "perfect diet and health" are among the most mentally unbalanced people around, in my opinion and experience.
Conventional fruitarianism (CF): a fruitarian who is in the "middle", and does not fit in either the TF or SF category. The majority of fruitarians are in the CF category.
Editorial note (2):
The term anorexic is often used to denote a person suffering
from anorexia nervosa. However, the proper use of the term anorexic
is as an adjective. The correct noun to use is anoretic or the
alternative spelling, anorectic. See
the footnotes on pp. 2-3 of the book Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and
Bulimia by Marya Hornbacher (1998, Harper Flamingo, New York) for
a discussion of this issue.
--Thomas E. Billings
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